harder, faster, better, stronger.

Work It Harder Make It Better
Do It Faster, Makes Us Stronger
More Than Ever Hour After
Our Work Is Never Over

And that is school for you. It makes you work harder faster better & stronger. When you meet changes, new school new friends new lifestyles or whatever, much as you not like it initially, you are forced to accept things the way they are and make the best of what you have. And then you’ll be happy.

Even if you feel like you stick out like a sore thumb or you feel lonely in a crowded room, believe that wherever you go, you’ll find people of your type.

Staying positive does help, I switched off the emo mode and things have gotten much better this week. Big step forward, and for that I’ve stopped resenting school.

Ernie’s koi cacao berry, lunch with yiping, studying with joce and cheryl’s random visit totally made my tuesday not so bad after all :)

ebbs & flows.

Sucks to have to wake up with TWC right smack in your face, on top of a friggin’ headache cos you spent the night before:

1. getting upset over how you chose the wrong uni
2. missing friends, talking to them, and missing them all over again
3. thereafter knowing that you’ve shitloads of work to do and struggle to do Financial Accounting 101 homework till 4.59am

MY BALLS ):

and prior to that loiter around your void deck past midnight thinking about choices and whether you made the right one.

UGH. HATE THIS FEELING ):

It’s true when they say what goes around comes around. Is it wrong to care a little too much? And is it wrong to let someone tear down your walls, even though it leaves you with nothing at all?

Insecurities.